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Leslie Sakal

by Leslie Sakal

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1.
I’m not getting old today But sometime, my memory may start to fade away will you hold me tight and tell me we lived our lives like we always hoped we would? Cause I have seen the face of a woman weathered who never had a dream and never thought she could Cause dreams, they never die and dreams they never quit we’re only capsules in which they live and if we don’t chase them the run away and follow someone who won’t let them float away It is my hope that when someday I look back that I can say, I lived my life with no regret
2.
Tuesday 02:29
You know what hurts my heart the most these days is all around me and now the sun’s been hiding away It hurts my heart to see these skyscrapers pretending they’re mountains and I know what I want to do but how do I get there? We don’t think of consequence it’s only “what can you do for me?” and now we can’t do anything ourselves It hurts my heart to see these skyscrapers pretending they’re mountains and I know what I want to do but how do I get there
3.
Smoke 04:22
Smoke settles on my lips the taste of the salt that’s covered your skin the hips of the mountains dressed so barren a kiss in the moonlight to catch morning’s grin A hint of your breath mixed with mine a glint in the night where lovers collide the moon ever graceful bears its light and casts ghostly shadows through the pines And you’ll breathe softly, softly singing I dream of your warmth and embrace the small of your back and curves of your waist with hands held so tightly and wound with mine a pause in the nighttime where I catch your eye And you’ll breathe softly, softly singing
4.
I’m chasing down that sunset but a smoke plume rises high if I ever catch that green flash then I’ll just claim myself to the fire And one day I won’t be here with you when I’m caught in the arms of a flume I’ll get over that mountain but it’s no menagerie all the earth is the same color if you just find what’s underneath I’m stuck up in some rain cloud in a gray inflicted sky will I fall with the rest of the choir How do I break it up and put it into words that you would understand How do I hold you close without ever really knowing how I’m kicking all the dirt up every time I leave my home It leaves the quietest cover over everything I own I try to keep my heart clean but the soot just settles down it’s the purest love that I’ve ever found to the purest love that I’ve ever found How do I break it up and put it into words that you would understand How do I hold you close without ever really knowing how
5.
Down, tumbling down my friend you picked a long way to fall you thought the waves would catch you then and carry your body out to sea Alas, a jagged rock you felt and I saw your body mangled underneath me I cry shallow, sharp tears at first as I cry Oh lord, won’t you help me now cause I don’t ask for much these days You spoke your will to fly away and have your arms spread out as wings you thought the wind would carry you and you fly yourself to a different bay Alas, the gust was all too fair and I saw you tangled up and with the wind I cry shallow, sharp tears at first as I cry Oh lord, won’t you help me now cause I don’t ask for much these days The sound of trumpets will fill the air as they carry your body ‘long the shore a sweet and airy, soft funeral dirge will haunt the rocky cliffs forever And when the pyre surrounds your bones all the smoke will seep up under your skin I cry shallow, sharp tears at first as I cry Oh lord, won’t you take her in cause I have somehow lost my hold Oh lord, won’t you take her in cause she has nowhere else to go Down, tumbling down my friend you picked a long way to fall
6.
Oh, this desert’s left me dry and I just wish it would rain one last time I’m looking for a place I can call my own but if you were there, I’d call it home All this love has made me so sad but I know one day it’ll pass I’m not looking for a friend or a helping hand cause I know this whole thing ends Maybe a change of scene will do me well or even a second chance at goodbye Now, I’ve felt a change of heart and overcoming that is the hardest part I’m happy here with peace of mind in all that I do and now I have to leave that too I don’t want to hear the truth what would life be like without you you’ve nurtured me and watched me grow and held me so tight until our love passed away in the night Maybe a change of scene will do me well or even a second chance at goodbye
7.
Untitled 02:38
8.
You had a picture of me hidden safely away and today you went to find it but it was nowhere to be seen You were searching, you were frantic it was the only one you had And my features softly fading in that photo in your mind you can’t remember what I looked like or what I grew into overtime When you called me you were crying you were looking out to blame all the memories you had built there somehow lost in a fit of rage You were saying something hurtful but I couldn’t walk away cause I know it makes you saddest when I shut you out again You had a picture of me hidden safely away and today you went to find it but it had somehow gone away
9.
Soul Seeker 05:41
Why are you always running scared you pray things you see won’t always be there and just know that even though you’re leaving by yourself that I’ll be here, sitting where you left me on the shelf Maybe your faith will be enough to keep you well but I have learned there’s always calm before a swell It’s no wonder you haven’t shown a smile in so long it’s stamped all over that front that you think you’re putting on and you can say that you’re “just fine,” all you fucking want it’s time to own up to all those feelings you don’t want Maybe your faith will be enough to keep you well but I have learned there’s always calm before a swell Journey bound I hope that you find what you are looking for and I’ll be around if you need help along the way Soul seeker, give a little guidance on the way
10.
You might find that everybody wants to change you and I must admit that at times I want to change you too Everybody walks the same and everybody talks the same and I just want to know your name It might feel like we have all the time in the world when really in the first place we were never given any at all Cause everybody dies someday everybody rots away but first I want to know your name Take a look back on how far we all have come I don’t want to explain myself when I tell you what I want is wrong Everybody wants the same everybody needs the same things and I just want to get to know your name How many times do I have to tell you know temptation is the worst thing when you know you’re about to go I just want to know your name and maybe even care for you some day
11.
As of late I find the words hard to come by when all I want to do is turn to you and say you’ve been my constant in this world of changes And I was hoping that you’d stay If there’s one thing that I should know by now is life just fucks you up when it shoves you to the ground then turns around and plays the song in just the right key And I was hoping that you’d sing that song with me Oh my friends, if I could find the words to say I would give them all away When I look back on all the things I’ve learned and think of all the times we’ve been so sorely burned and wonder what we’ll say and feel when we are older I’m just hoping that we’ll laugh Oh my friends, if I could find the words to say I would give them all away As of late I find the words hard to come by when all I want to do is turn to you and say you’ve been my comfort in this world of changes And I was hoping that you’d stay I was hoping that we’d always stay this way

about

I'm so happy to finally be releasing a collection of some of the things I've been working on. Some of these songs are old, and some of them new. I am so incredibly excited to be able to have something to share with everyone. Forgive the spiel, but as this is my debut album, I'd love to say thank you to a couple of the wonderful people in my life:

I would not be anywhere without the support of my friends. They have truly been my family and I am blessed to have them in my life. These are just a few:

Steve Paxton, Tom Adler, Polly Ferber, Paul Brown, Daniel Siuba, Dave Badstubner, Benito Plaza, Adam Cook, Stephanie Nagler, Annie Ritchie, Lynn Marie Rusaw, Larry Hinz, David Grey, Melanie Monsour, Martin Delabano, Michael Munoz, Suzanne Kimbrell, Marc Uchniat, and the rest of my musical and non-musical family.

My parents, for always encouraging me to be creative and supporting my dreams. There are no words to describe how much they have done.

Scott Jarrett, for being my mentor and teacher in the studio. I could not have created this without his help and guidance.

And lastly, Elise Southwick, for teaching me three chords on the guitar and giving me the confidence to sing, in exchange for a bologna sandwich our first year living in the desert.

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released August 24, 2012

Recorded at the Santa Fe University of Art and Design (formally College of Santa Fe) Recording Studios.
All tracks engineered and mixed by Leslie Sakal except for tracks 4, 6, 7, and 11, which were engineered by Scott Jarrett.
Cover art by Riley Holloway.

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